I think I know what's going on with you.
You're bored.
You are not happy.
You might be here... but you wanna be there.
When you're there... you miss home.
Where is there? You don't know.
So you keep looking... unsuccessfully.
You try to find the meaning... at places, at people, at jobs... but it doesn't show up.
Maybe you should try to stop looking outside, and start looking inside of you.
You already have all that you need.
You are the meaning, you are the happiness, you are... God.
I hope this will wake you up.
I saw all of this in your eyes.